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Thursday, February 26, 2004 

Twiddling my thumbs into lunacy

It's gorgeous outside. The sun's blazing, the sky's blue and the god-forsaken snow is melting.

I'm at the newspaper waiting for the editorial meeting. And I'm bored out of my skull. Restless as hell too.

Emma's feeling a bit of it too.

"I think it's the weather," she just said to me. "Doesn't it make you just want to..."

She paused for a second, bouncing slightly.

"...I don't know, just DO something?"

I laughed and said yes.

Just do something. Anything. Anything at all but what I'm doing. This year feels like a complete waste.

I've got six weeks left here. Then four months and then college hopefully for two years and then a job.

Lovely isn't it? Today's just an 'x' on the calendar. I don't remember when that wasn't the case.

No wonder I've been saying for as long as I can remember that life is just about killing time. To myself of course. You don't say stuff like that outloud too often unless you want to start worrying people.

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